I admit when I first heard of blogging..I think I probably laughed. I thought why would people honestly want to read other people's personal issues..then I remembered we live in a very nosy world so!!! lol I guess that all plays into the high demand for blogs. Plus it gives me something to do while my husband is at work and my daughter is asleep.
I am a first time mom to a eight month old girl, she is the most amazing thing I've ever done. I was 20 when I got pregnant still in college..and 100% scared for a number of reasons...1 I was still in the middle of a divorce with my first husband...I wasn't in a relationship with the father... I never thought of myself as a mother...and lastly I was still in school and really didn't have my life in order. But things are thrown at you in life that are least expected but can be the greatest oopsy ever!
So I made it through my pregnancy without a hitch...I was 21 plus 4 months....and out comes this bundle of joy....at the time I had no idea how much she was going to change my life. The hardest time was the first 2 months, hands down! I was a single mom and first time mom which adds to the hardship! Her father was great after she was born..he took to her like a fish to water. They look so much alike, the minute I saw him hold her I fell in love. Plus I finished college three weeks after she was born!
Our realtionship wasn't what you would call story book...unless you were reading a story book by Jerry Springer...then maybe. We had been together eight months when our daughter was born.. and we fought all the time...because we are both stubborn and both right all the time. Right after our daughter turned 3 months..lots of issues started..and we ended up not being able to see each other for about four months.(no he wasnt in jail nor was I lol)...which was the best thing that could have happened to us...sounds weird yes but it is true! In that four months we realized just how much we meant to each other...
So we finally got married December 19 2005! That is right I've only been married two weeks for the second time...this time I feel it is right! 100%! I couldn't ask for a better husband..friend.. and father for our daughter.
My husband is eight years my senior, an Army Tanker..ex marine. We are so much alike and so different at the same time lol...all in all we are a bunch of goof balls. I'm thankful I finally found him...FINALLY! We got orders for Cailfornia and leave in the middle of next month. I am excited to start a new adventure with my family...and get the hell out of this crappy ass place! So buckle your seat belts and enjoy reading the life of a First time mommy and a second time wife.
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